Crazy of studying recently, I studied until 3.45am last night, without feeling any tiredness and sleepiness that moment. haa but i thought i should sleep earlier to reserve some energy for it. woke up at 6.45am and drank a glass of coffee before going to school, guess what, it’s 6pm now and i dont feel any tiredness as well,haa coffee works, i think? HAHA. and sheeee, slept at 10.30pm, and woke up at about 2.30am to study until 6am. haaa, we’re crazyyy ;D for what?! H.I.S.T.O.R.Y. test. ah wait, what?! did i mention history? not really, our FUTURE :D
lol yes, we did it (; though we didnt really cover EVERYTHING but we’ve done our very best. yay. 3 more days to go, we’ll be freeed!
and we’re just backed from KL, to practice our choir, with the orchestra of UKM. 2 hours to go there, and 2 hours to back. It was fun, we had a lot of fun with the prince, and his cousins who join us to sing! yayyy (; we’re just so lucky.
we still have exams tomorrow ): we didnt have much time to study just now :\ and i slept at about 2am last night. woke up at about 6.30am to school, exams until 2.30pm. and we went to school again for choir at about 5pm, until now. aww.
haaaa im not really tired now. lol.
and we will have physics papers on thursday and history on friday. wow. im gonna be a panda @_@ haaaa i dont care. just study, i know it will pass. i dont want myself to regret. yessss, though there are a few pimples now, and my dark eyes circles are just #&&$#@#$. lol. i dont careeee, im happy lately, though sometimes im stressful teeeheee.
Everything will be fine. yay and my new lens yes yes yes i hope i could really get it ahaaaaa! x)
ahh yeah, chemistry papers, ended today. bad, so bad ):
post-and-run! back to study now. gotta catch up everything after examsss! (:
Everybody’s got something they had to leave behind One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time There’s no use looking back or wondering How it could be now or neither been All this I know but still I can’t find ways to let you go
Chorus I never had a dream come true Till that day that I found you Even though I pretend that I’ve moved on You’ll always be my baby I never found the words to say You’re the one I think about each day And I know no matter where love takes me to A part of me will always be with you
Somewhere in my memory I lost all sense of time And tomorrow can never be 'Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind There’s no use looking back or wondering How it should be now or neither been Oh this I know but still I can’t find ways to let you go
You’ll always be the dream that fills my head (Yes you will, say you will, you know you will, baby) You’ll always be the one I know (I’ll never forget) There’s no use looking back or wondering (or wondering) Because love is a strange and funny thing No matter how I try and try I just can’t say goodbye No no no no
phew. 3 days have passed. slept about 2.30am these days :O hoho. i dont care if my hard-work will pay off or not, i just wanna do my very best for it. (im not sure if i am counted as ‘hardworking’ or not,haaa it’s weird to say that im hardworking, ahh im not!HA because i use computer and facebook quite often though :P you know, im addicted to them. heheeee. just…not ‘that’ lazy compare to the previous exams :O )
and yayy, there’s a 4-day holidays noww! Deepavali (; im gonna I wish i could use them fruitfully though, to cover as much as my chapters for exam.
i shoud do these:
finish all 6 the 4 chapters for Chemistry (exam on the 1st day after the holidays X.X)
study at least 2 or more chapters for History. (exams on 23.10.09)
study at least 2 or more chapters for Physics (exams on 22.10.09)
memorize at least half of the moral values.
blahh. haaaa are these too much? we’ll see :O aww tired actually. kinda busy lately, not only for exams, but choir.guess what, we’ll have to perform during the Pertabalan (inthronization?) of our state Sultan this 26th and 27th. We will sing with the orchestra of 1 of the university. yayyy <3 this is a super great opportunity for all of us. I heard they said that the prime minister and the king of Brunei would come along too! aww.this will be really really grand. and im really proud to perform, like last time we did, our singing will be accompanied on the piano by the youngest prince. JUST THE DATE! D: we have our exams on 27th :( and we will have a few practices before it, sighh. So we have not much time to study for our exams, but we dont careeeee x) haaaa. this is a chance that not every1 will have, guess what? the last Pertabalan was about 40 years ago! haaa. we went to the palace at about 5+pm just now and practiced until about 11pm :O we are just so lucky, to practice with the prince and all of their cousins (;
ahh it’s 1am now, good night. do wish me luck :) jiayouuuus, Sara, Nancy <3
i tell myself im not sleepy yet im not sleepy yet im not sleepy yet.
yes im trying to hypnotize myself. WHAT? that’s why im here now :D
i tell myself i can do it,i must do it,i must change.
i love how i sleep this late to study (; at least i dont feel so sorry to myself and… my parents? o.0 you know what, I’ve wasted a lot of money of them buying something that my friends dont have. Aww i dont know how to thank them, this is one of the way, i guess.
every time when i’m tired/bored of studies, i’ll come n sit for a while, though it may be a bit wasting of my time, it never fail to energize me (: i love computers! i love online-ing, i love reading posts, i love seeing photos, i love facebook-ing, i love chit chattin’, i love posting some short blogs etc. yayy it’s 1.30am now. Thanks god, i finished this chapter <3 good luck, ying. thanks, kristine, you made me do these (;
im so excited! i’ll write ya a letter, it’ll have to fly to the other part of this world, San Diego, to meet you! :D
accidentally read this in my sister's blog just now. I actually have read it many times before. but now, i can really feel it, these are so t.r.u.e.
please dont expect too much from others, live simply, and learn to give more. your life would be so much more simpler and happier (: and please, dont 计较 so much (reminding myself, always) please think about every of them, please..?
Im learning, trying, and practicing, again, and again …
(i dont know why but i just love editing some simple photos like this lately, please ignore the pose of mine, clothes etc, they dont mean anything haaaa.i just want a space and type some quote/words that i wanna say :D)
If I were a boy I think I could understand How it feels to love a girl I swear I’d be a better man. I’d listen to her Cause I know how it hurts When you lose the one you wanted Cause he’s taken you for granted And everything you had got destroyed It’s a little too late for you to come back Say its just a mistake Think I’d forgive you like that If you thought I would wait for you You thought wrong
But you’re just a boy You don’t understand Yeah you don’t understand How it feels to love a girl someday You wish you were a better man You don’t listen to her You don’t care how it hurts Until you lose the one you wanted Cause you’ve taken her for granted And everything you have got destroyed But you’re just a boy
i love this song. The lyrics portrait the feelings of a girl or what a girl (mostly?) wants. “IF” only, this song makes me think about you two, good luck, friend.
I can almost see it. That dream I’m dreamin' but There’s a voice inside my head saying you’ll never reach it. Every step I’m taking. Every move I make feels Lost with no direction. My faith is shakin. But I, I gotta keep tryin. Gotta keep my head held high.
* There’s always gonna be another mountain. I’m always gonna wanna make it move. Always gonna be an uphill battle Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose. Ain’t about how fast I get there. Ain’t about what’s waitin on the other side. It’s the climb.
The struggles I’m facing. The chances I’m taking. Sometimes might knock me down but No I’m not breaking. I may not know it But these are the moments that I’m gonna remember most, yeah. Just gotta keep going. And I, I gotta be strong. Just keep pushing on ‘cause, **
Keep on moving, Keep climbing, Keep the faith, Baby.
It’s all about, It’s all about the climb. Keep your faith, Keep your faith.
i love this song so freaking much, love the lyrics, that’s so meaningful. yes yes keep on moving keep on climbing..